Video language: English

As we 1st began to notice that we were attracted to studs, many of us had to hide that wish from everybody in our outside worlds. We lived in secret compartments and acted under a hush of unfathomable fear. Coming out of the closet, no matter how facile or difficult, occurs in stages, layers, like breath. So much of our formative raunchy experiences were secrets, stealing little pieces of our truths whenever we could scavenge em, and hoarding em within our intimate minds, we suffered underneath the weight of shame. We got indeed admirable at being sneaky—casting a stealthy sideways glance in a locker room or sauna, spying on our or allies, interpreting silent “welcome” signals in public restrooms, covering our tracks, often craving for connection amidst a teeming social network that could not celebrate our truths with us.

Format: mp4
Duration: 13:24
Video: 1920x1080, AVC (H.264), 7773kbps
Audio: 232kbps

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