When I entered The Order I thought I knew anything there was to know about, well, anything. I was assured to the point of cockiness. I knew what I wanted in life and I knew how to receive it. Frankly, I thought The Order was fortunate to have somebody like me…
Things began to change from the pont of time I arrived. Within the ranks of those masculine, mystical males, I felt nearly permanently off my game. They made me question anything I’d ever assumed. Every time I started to think I had a handle on smth, they pulled the rug out from beneath my feet. The old me would have left within days, but smth kept me there. Perhaps it was the want to watch who I might become if I stuck with the program. Perhaps it was the way that my body tingled uncontrollably after it had been used by one of the Masters. Whatever the reason, I felt myself increasingly, and not quite obsessively, wanting to please.

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