Release Year: 2023
Studio: Himeros
Cast: AJ Sloan, Alex Mecum, Leo Louis
Genres: anal, dream, fetish, fucking, homo, giving a kiss, blowjob, engulfing

Erotic dreams represent a kingdom of human nature frequently characterized by regressive instincts and unresolved force struggles. We often fantasize about taboo experiences we may at no time desire to enact, imagining others in ways that feel misaligned with our personas that have been crafted to solidify social connections. Beneath all dreams are core, universally experienced human feelings like worry, guilt, inferiority, helplessness, shame, and rejection. Our dreams assist us imagine the consummate conditions in which we might have a fun unbridled enjoyment. Many homosexual chaps grow up feeling unwanted, rejected and at risk for physical and emotional violence. Many of us have been personal targets of furious acts as well as hypersensitized to vicarious trauma across our shared communities. At the same time, a great many of us fantasize about compulsory sex, kidnapping, and in varying degrees. Often, we feel confronted by the awareness of those dreams, and we don’t know how to harmonize em alongside our fights for justice, equality, and spiritual ascension. Yet, our dreams themselves are depraved, symbolic maps to our wounding. In em, the fantasizer is in complete control of these circumstances that, in the material world, are uncontrollable, leaving us powerless in the face of our suffering. It is within dream that we are able to touch that dimension of human reality, bringing fun to the pang of our collective lives as human animals. Those who have a fun exploring their raunchy shadows may venture into those controversial role plays. For many, kidnap scenes are a kind of edge play, a dramatization of consensual non-consent. They are a specific category of D/s in which conquest and surrender deliver a peculiar domain of psychological fulfillment. For the sub, at the root of many kidnapping dreams are longings to be so important, so desirable, so wanted, that the “aggressor” cannot assist himself, cannot tolerate not having us even to the point of forceful violence if necessary. For the Dom, there is force to be attained in delivering this experience. For these who play in this arena, the underlying healing context that emerges is one of closeness, union and desirability: qualities that we have been torn from us through history.

Format: mp4
Duration: 10:52
Video: 1920x1080, AVC (H.264), 7697kbps
Audio: 226kbps

File size: 631.5 MB