Studio: HimerosTV
Cast: AJ Sloan, Ethan Chase and Leo Louis

Many of us leave childhood carrying unfathomable shame about our own unmet needs. When our caretakers failed to love us in peculiar, necessary ways, we developed beliefs about the posterior sense of lack that became part of our identities. To deal with what we've lost, many of us achieve, strive, and try to find perpetual targets for greater success. Still, others of us lose ourselves in addiction to substances, food, sex, TV, social media everything to quell the existential anxiety of living in a human body in our fragmented world. Deep down, we feel the burden of our independence: the knowledge that, as adults, we get to give ourselves the love we have not at any time received from one more despite relationships, one as well as the other romantic and platonic. An edgy way to play with this dynamic is to intentionally action out our dependence on others, the thrill of not making choices, not being responsible for our own needs, and not thinking ahead to the next step on our travel. For a pont of time, to be wholly dependent on one more can be an incredible gift of reclamation and, for many, an erotic zenith.

Format: mp4
Duration: 15:18
Video: 1920x1080, AVC (H.264), 7773kbps
Audio: 257kbps

File size: 900.4 MB